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just realised that i am no longer attracted by the nigga stuff, big shirts, big blings, huge straight cut jeans and shoes.

slim fit for the win !

going out soon. hope i really dont have to go penin

realised that i m receiving lesser and lesser control by my parents. i remembered that when i was in primary school i had to ask my parents before going out and stuff. and it wasnt like i get to go out everytime i want to .

i would still ask for permission to go out when i was in lower sec and most of the time im allowed to . and that was when i felt like ” wow , freedom ! “

then comes sec3 . i wasnt quite allowed to do stay overs and i didnt have my house keys . cos they were afraid that i wouldnt want to get back home .

now i can do almost whatever i want to and i have the house keys also . it wasnt too much of a happiness for me cause i dont think i should make too much use of this lest i have them taken away from me . guess thats when abit of discipline kicks in.

for those who dont have the slightess bit , they start doing lots of weird stuff . smoking , doing stayovers under other’s flat ( WHICH WAS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME YESTERDAY NIGHT ! I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP EARLY AND U RETARDS WERE DOWNSTAIRS PLAYING YOUR DAMN CHINESE SONGS) and drinking ? maybe, dying your hair with weird and gaudy colours while u know u are still schooling .

for those who are attention whores and take pictures of what u drink and what colour to post it on yr friendster or msn display pic , u guys are not at all impressive.

you and your lowly 5 bucks breezers? i bet those who dont show theirs off can easily trash your ” collection” .

and to those with already straight hair and u want to ( or have already done so ) rebond them , i see no purpose in your action . it only waste yr money and u are running a risk of having yr hair burnt when u go to your neighbourhood salons . i have actually asked a twit why she would wna dye her hair red and rebond her hair , she balantly replied with ” its nice mah , nvm about what the rest thinks la “. haha come on ! dont lie to yourself! who isnt concious of what others say about yourself. if u are met with criticism , you dare say u wont be affected at all ?! and most of all . the very obvious fact is that your head ( inclusive of your tiny head which is often cause by the high angle of elevation of your eyes from the camera) looks whack .

it would at least cost a 50 bucks to have your hair rebonded and you guys can jolly well make use of that 50 dollars to get yourself something decent to wear instead of your striped shirts with tacky graphics.

and along with the money that u used to colour your hair, u can get yourself a BIGGER bag . a much better alternative to those tiny FAKE adidas slings from bugis ( if im not wrong) . see how much harm from not listening to your parents did to you.i bet if any one of that species ( yes i m definately aware of what species are more commonly used for . e.g. insects, animals ) read this and dont find any sense , its ok . you are still on par with the rest of yr caste .

mwaybbuiie ifbb iie typ33x lykkiess dishh euiie might actually understand . or if i somehow manage to spin out a loooooong string of hokkien profanities or those simple english ones. then i am very very much assured that you would understand them . i am actually quite confident of conversing with you people since i was like you till sec2 . im not beng but the people i mix with . hahahaha !!

in fact , im in no case trying to start a war with you guys – the topshop wannabes who obviously buys some other cheap bugis alternative to look classy but the way u carry the rest of yourself speaks the truth . i swear i cant take it when i have twittxs stuff on my comment area. im just trying to type out something long and valid enough to kill time and exercise my fingers abit before i move my legs . later in the day .

ah lians aside , i think i have decided to try to get my dad to hire me . he asked me if i wanted to , a few weeks back and i hope he still wants his bright and ever so dilligent son to spend sometime of his holidays to do nothing in his office area and still get some money . free transport and possibly free food ok ! which boss can be better ! hire me and i will be extremely proud of you ! and might consider giving you the absolutely wonderful looking absolut vodka disko !

ok thats it . hope its long enough. hope this is longer than your entry . hope i find something to do after this till noon . if not , i will think of another entry ; maybe for the bengs out there !

ok finally i took my time to clear my rubbish and made my shelf full of shoes , almost . there were still stuff for me to keep . pics

all that i have already . for all those who asked me exactly how many pairs i have , count .

those in the last pics where those that i rocked more often

what i wore to sch for report book just now

so my alarm didnt work and i had to sorta like rush a little.

i should really be disciplined after seeing how others behave and such . i feel kinda bad actually but then again , i live my live that way . i get my enjoyment from wearing labels and i wont want to know how i would feel if i wear to rock any baleno and such . maybe i should just minimise my purchase or downsize them . have to spare a thought for my dad also. having frontal people’s compliment on how dope yr shoes are , your tee is would just last for at most a page . after that what do i get ?  passing the style check at cineleisure late at night ? making the store owner of surrender feel that im streetwear enough? not feeling weird or underdressed when i step into higher end boutiques like club21 ?

all this only last for at most , a good ten minutes . i dont know why i got onto this also . if i were to take my 2 or 3 cheap tee and this pair of jeans that i owned last year along with the many berms that i had , i think i improved alot . ha ha ha . spent too much also . i dont recall feeling poor most of the time and i do not have a voice inside my head to constantly remind me to remember to save up for whatever i am aiming for .

i even remember that during chinese o level oral last year , when the examiner asked me something like ” do u think being materialistic would make u happy ?” . i answered yes . reason being the sense of satisfaction whenever i get whatever i want . people buy their stuff and sell to get new ones . i buy and buy and dont sell but i saved like a maniac .

is this really the right way to go ? if not , would i be able to stop ? esp when im gna get into poly next year and im sure , people would look at what u are wearing. and having said that , it boils down to ” will i be able to not be so concerned about how i look like in front of others ?”   what do i actually get from all this label craze .

shall just set aside a day and think about this .

how i wish tomorrow would be as free as today. but judging by the stuff i have to do before the weekends hit , it can never be achieved. damn ms lee , cursed report book . how i wish my dad is in singapore to just do me a favour by getting it from her . now i have to travel to that damn school for that report book , go back home , out again to meet someone and pool @ night . stupid morning spoils it all. i hope i can grab enough sleep to last me throughout tomorrow >_>

i realised that i have been spending too much this month. not like i throw in 500  at a go on some stuff but it is over a period of time . everyday something comes in or everyweek some items .

maybe i need to really start kicking this bad habit since im not like loaded and learn how to stretch my dollar or perhaps, make more dollars.

im not feeling too well also . feels like im gna be sick anytime soon and thats going to suck . i’ve have a good day’s rest tomorrow and have fun on friday . am also gonna clear up my room and maybe , look for that thing u gave it to me since i somewhat think that i’ve misplaced it when i was reminded of it today .

had fun , the later part. it’d always take me some time before i can really engage myself. exceptionally more time for my table which was made up with another family of relatives whom i seldom talk to .

lil drunk , lil tired , but i guess i’ll still stay up a lil .

phone call in the middle of the dinner really kinda gave me a shock . woah u called. but u said i hung up when i called back like 2 hours later. dont know what u called for but i dont think its something too important .

i have almost nothing to type about now. gna go source for jobs soon . club21 =D =D i be damn happy if thats my work place. at least it sounds cool .  cool people u get to see there also .

bye

shit , rotting every alternate day isnt good . its happening this week .

so bored i hadda type a lil to kill a bit of time .

zzzzh zzzzh zzzzh im doing the robot dance .

bloop bloop bloop , ima seal

im quite hungry also .

no one nice on msn also

no one on frontal

z , bored

tomorrow would be good

but i have to kill time till noon

gunbound anyone ?

add me @ lulz and hawtchiick ( chick acc)

nice slow lazy music and breakfast started my day well. started to talk to someone i dont used to talk to quite often and it didnt turn out too bad. good for another gunbound buddy .

weather is damn nice also . i wont mind having 2 extra hours of morning everyday if its like this all the time . browsing forums, msn and stuff . slowing down the pace of living so that i can die later. =D

its surprising how people can get born at quite a specific time but u never know when u are gonna pass on . that kinda suck when we are still teens and have raging hormones. still having lotsa things to do and to complete.

that aside, i wna get fairer . any methods ? tell me via msn pls.

i’ve barely spent 6 hours awake and now i feel like going back tuu maii lalalanndsz .

rotting never felt so good.  going out and hurting my pocket is bad . but i think that would be one of my weekly activity. gna be a good week for me . im very sure i would be . am very suprised too ! u responded to what i’ve typed. i hide nothing , i speak my mind. but nevertheless i still do keep some comments that i think would make a great impact on u . not implying that im of great importance to you but i think you would be more or less disappointed/upset/annoyed if i were to type them out . ( ima keyboard warrior. heh heh). then again i shant waste time . i’ve even made the effort to ask if u wna hang out or something . it would just be a casual question anyway . its not like i like you and want to go after you and wna date u . im in love with my boyfriend . LOL .

i wonder why u would even bother to type something in yr blog . yes i’ve viewed. and im even more puzzled when i know that u read. u knew i was mad at u ? in any case , dont kick up a ruckus and start flooding me with vulgarites. i trust that you would be civilised enough to act decently . now that was a compliment =D i wasnt trying to be sacastic .

now that i have lotsa time . i shall just list down a list of things i wna do and if any of u want to say something like ” its your own business, write/type it else where”, this is MY blog.

clear up my room . worksheets are flooding my table . shall sell them away after the very last paper.

get a new bear . LOL it’d be damn interesting to make one and since i’ve found a female to make bears , i neednt feel shy .  then my dear polar bear and penguin will have a new friend

maybe towards the end of the hols i might want to look for a job if i have no more interesting activities to do .

shall plan out everything nicely and make everyday an exciting day . ahaahhaha !

now then again . if you feel offended or what so ever , i would try to express my sincere apology to you via msn if u decide to trash things out . it wouldnt be too good an idea to let either of us feel bad about the other since i know yr sis and who knows ! she ask me how ! i wont know what to say =D